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Scott Mills has opened up about the devastating loss that despatched his life spiralling (Image: Getty)
Scott Mills has opened up about the devastating loss that despatched his life spiralling — revealing how he “derailed” after studying his boyfriend had died from a drug overdose. The 53-year-old DJ said he was told the news shortly after the Brit Awards — a second that left him battling grief, isolation and alcohol. Scott admitted back in 2012 to Now Magazine: “I felt everything was bleak. I had no friends. My flatmate Fraser was the only person I saw.”
At the time, he was internet hosting an early morning show, forcing him into a punishing routine as he struggled to cope. He said: “I was presenting the early show, so I’d wake up at 2.30am, do the show, come home and go back to sleep. “Then I’d wake up in the evening and drink two bottles of wine or a bottle of spirits in front of the TV. It was a way to escape.” The affect of his grief soon spilled into his work — with Scott revealing he even went on air while drunk.
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Scott turned to Take That star Robbie Williams for steerage (Image: Getty)
He said: “One morning, I went on air drunk. That could have been a massive f**k-up for me. Even I would’ve sacked me. But thank God for Radio 1 – they knew about Mitch and why I was having a bad time. It was a proper wake-up call.”
As his consuming worsened, help got here from an surprising place. Scott turned to Take That star Robbie Williams, who he says performed a essential function in serving to him through his lowest level.
He said: “It’s stayed under the radar because that’s how I wanted it, but Robbie was someone I could talk to about my drinking.”
Opening up about their connection, Scott added: “He’s knocked all of his problems on the head. I found talking to him very comforting. I see so much of myself in him – my insecurities, not knowing if you’re good enough, the depression and the alcohol.”
He also revealed the singer’s social circle helped pull him out of isolation, saying: “He holds these amazing quiz nights at his house with Gary Barlow, James Corden, Peter Jones from Dragons’ Den and Susie Amy.”
The period marked one of the hardest chapters of Scott’s profession — and it wasn’t the only setback he confronted.
He later admitted shedding his drive-time show after eight years — when he was changed by Greg James — hit him exhausting.
Scott said it felt “like a punch in the stomach.” Earlier in his profession, he also confronted challenges behind the scenes at Radio 1, including tensions with fellow presenter Chris Moyles.
Scott said: “He can come across as homophobic, but it’s because he’s so not, that he thinks it’s OK to say some things.”
He admitted the state of affairs left him feeling intimidated, including: “I was quite scared and overwhelmed by him. I dreaded hosting the show before or after him because of what he was going to say.”
Eventually, Scott determined to confront the issue head-on. He said: “I went in one day and said: ‘What’s your problem?’ When I confronted him, he was an absolute puppy dog.”
If you’ve been affected by something in this story, you may contact the Samaritans for free, confidential help, 24 hours a day, on 116 123, or go to www.samaritans.org.
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