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She shared, “Here’s a fact, I’ve looked miserable for all these years because when we stand on the red carpet, this guy has always [stood] on the left.

“I did not notice that when I smile – which I do! – I smile from the left, because if I smile from the appropriate, I look unwell. So I’m smiling on the inside but no one ever sees it – so that’s why I look so moody.”

In addition to blaming David’s positioning, Victoria also admitted that her reluctance to smile might have been due to a lack of confidence at times. She confessed that after the Spice Girls disbanded in 2000, she often felt like she didn’t want to smile.

Victoria Beckham candidly admitted that her solo career’s lack of success and the constant scrutiny took a toll on her. “I’d be mendacity if I said I used to be the best singer or dancer,” she confessed.

“But when people are imply and you are listening to issues and you are seeing issues and you are continually made to really feel you are not good enough, that actually hurts. I grew to become so self aware.”

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She additional revealed, “The minute I see a digicam, I change. The barrier goes up, my armor goes on and that’s when the depressing cow who would not smile comes out.

“I’m so conscious of that and I don’t like that, I’d rather not be that person. I’d love to have the confidence to walk out of a restaurant and smile but I just can’t do it.'”

Her husband David also seen her transformation, observing her once vibrant and bubbly persona slowly fading away.

In another half of the sequence, Victoria confessed that she grew to become “good at lying” as she mentioned how she managed to conceal an eating disorder. The mother-of-four explained that she stopped eating because she felt unable to control what others had been saying about her during the height of her fame, but “I can control my weight”.

She shared how she tried to manipulate the narrative about what was being reported about her: “I could control it with the clothing, I could control it with my weight and I was controlling it in an extremely unhealthy way.

“When you will have an eating disorder you grow to be excellent at mendacity and I used to be never trustworthy about it with my dad and mom.”